Im recently divorced within the last year, I have recently got into a new relationship we don’t know each other that well and there are some red flags but also some green flags too. I recently found out I was pregnant and he is over joyed however I am not, I never thought I would have another child as I already have 1. I had a scan and saw the heart beat and just felt numb, I really feel that I do not want to have the baby but the thought of having a termination feels so wrong and cruel and I cannot bring myself to do it so I just feel trapped.
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Do what’s best for you. And get a coil.