Can I get a ppp..I just need to get it off my chest, I think I’m having a breakdown, earlier today I threw myself in the floor and started hitting myself and pulling my hair, I felt like something inside me snapped and I just couldn’t control myself 😭 I’ve had a rough 2 years, my partner left me, I found out I was pregnant, we got back together, I found out he has sex with his housemate , after this my dad died..my daughter was born and I tried to put it behind ne, but he is off and on with me, regularly doesn’t turn up to see his kids, doesn’t look after them so I can have a break, doesn’t pay for them, doesn’t help me with anything, I feel so alone and confused, he’s stolen off me, lied to me, his mum attacked me in the street because I wouldn’t give him my car, it’s just never ending and to top it off he’s telling me everything is my fault and making out to people I’m a nasty person,.all I’ve don’t is love and support him, given him unlimited access to the kids but he doesn’t make the effort, I don’t know how to deal with it all,but I don’t feel well in myself and don’t know how to cope with it all 😭
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Plz go seek help. Ive been there and its not good. But u r strong and u will get there and b even more amazing ❤️💜
Seek help immediately. Distance yourself from him you don’t need him. I promise you you will be 100 times better mentally away from him. Let him have access to the kids but don’t encourage it. You need to heal from him baby girl. I believe in you
Speak with the rising sun x
Please seek help for sake ur child or kids weather that be therapy or medication hugs ur way and get ride him out ur life xx