Private post please So agin I’m.sat here nearly in floods of tears all for my …

Private post please

So agin I’m.sat here nearly in floods of tears all for my daughter.
For whatever reason I’ve never had many friends and as she got older and her autism became more apparent we have less people around us. She just longs for a friend. It’s not so easy to connect with others at the school gates everyone at her school seems to already have that clique with someone else so I don’t say much or dare to ask anybody anything too pressing. My own family can’t even be bothered to talk to us. Yesterday I saw my sil, niece and nephew walking along the road. My daughter was so excited … My sil asked what were we doing here… I’m out walking with my child not really going any where. My niece and nephew were excited to see us and I talked to.then. for all.of five minutes then my sil.sqid we have to go.. my parents were sposed to take the kids for a few days in the summer holidays but they were always cancelled at the last minute. I would have gone round to see them on those days and my daughter could have played.. is it because she’s different they don’t want the kids having anything to do with her? My parents are pretty disappointed too not getting to see them at all. My brother just works fulltime he has three jobs! Never seen him at all.. maybe seen him once this whole year. Just not bothered to make any effort with this side of the family at all. But if it’s her family it’s a different story. Off on holidays and days out having lots of fun.. feels like I don’t have anyone. So sad for my daughter too. She talks about seeing them and says they did this today but I think she just imagined things and makes herself believe them to feel better. I’m going to ask her school when she goes back if there’s any workshops for sad parents like myself to make atleast one friend. Maybe I will.


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